N,
You are hunting, have been for a while.
What you seek isn’t farfetched or difficult to attain and the distance between you and your desires isn’t so wide to be out of reach. But you have taken the wrong path.
For peace to come, you must – all of you – accept all of me. You must go when I say go and stop when I say stop, revel when I say revel and be solemn when I say be solemn.
I know you and I know your heart. I know your best intentions and worst decisions. I know the measurement of your effort, the exact degree. You are mine. So it is with nothing but love that I say this to you; seek me and all else will follow.
It is your way to be reluctant and rebellious. But the time for that is over. Now is the time for the straight and narrow. Now is the time for the coming joy.
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May He speak directly to our hearts and soften our minds. Amen