“Resolve.”

H,

I keep having these dreams about my childhood home. I do not know what this
means. The past is always an unresolved mist. It colours so much of what we are
dealing with today. The past is this whisper in your ear that keeps saying you cannot be different, that you are predestined to be this and only
this. It is something to resolve in order to grow.

We are frequently being told to forget the past and not resolve it. This
is a mistake. We cannot really move forward if we do not take the right steps
away from the past. We cannot run from it. It will catch up. We must let it
wash over us and emerge from it with our souls intact. This will not come easy.
This is a lifetime of reflection. This is a lifetime of living in the light.

And resolution is not about anyone else. It is solely about you. Sometimes
times it is acceptance, other times it is forgiveness, but it is always about
perspective. It is about learning to see things in the light.