E,
You seem unable to hide your opinions or not ask your questions. This is
mostly a good thing and you should always keep your voice up. The only
exception, to everything, is the context of love. I do not mean the complex web
of feelings but the ordinary sense of treating people with the respect and
dignity their inherent value demands. It is not enough to speak your mind. Your
mind can be wrong. You must talk to spread light.
Your voice is important, but it is being refined. Knowing who you are is
also knowing the bile that can be in you and the anger and the wrong. You voice
is not the voice of God. Be humble enough to know this, to search your own
heart and ask yourself what your voice is doing in the world.
Still, in all the refining, remember that you do have a voice. Original
thought is always from God. We are merely cut off from source and so there are
other things in the water. Your voice, in refinement, can be the voice of God. Let
the change happen. But remember you are worthy of all your opinions.