H,
It is a lifelong
pilgrimage to be our true selves, but we only ever need strength for today. We
cannot decipher everything we will face and the many places we will fall. It is not within our present stabs at prescience. We are going to have to go in the mud
and then go to the living water. We must remove this dictator called
consistency. That is for eternal beings. We are not yet that.
We cannot stand on the old
monikers of decisiveness. We do not know enough. We will not always be right.
We will mostly be wrong. We have been wrong a lot. We will be wrong again. This
is not the thing we need to fixate on. The only thing we know and can encounter
today is linear time. We only know of existence in time. We measure time in
seconds, minutes, hours, days. All we need to look at and embrace, in the
context of our souls heading into the light, is the magnificent present. All we have is today. We pray for
strength for today.